My own realization that a spiritual journey has been in unfoldment my entire life has only been partially known by periods of note in moments and the subsequent understanding of those moments later in hindsight. At times, yes, it has felt as if I was going crazy. Those moments came with understanding later. And, so, it becomes a personal record of a subjective understanding revealed in increments to myself. This model is not a singular affair, but one of a subjective experience possible for any human upon this Earth.
To ask the question “Am I going Crazy” is to understand a subjective experience of what some might call psychic or spiritual in nature. Whichever word is used is up to the individual to relate. When inquiring about these subjective experiences in seeking to understand, the sources sought through can add to the confusion. A psychological source is only going to relate to their understanding. A medical, a scientific, a philosophical, a religious, a spiritual, and a psychic source also is only going to provide insight based upon their own subjective understanding, no matter if that understanding is perceived as accurate or not. The insight still resides within a bubble outside of oneself.
So, the question becomes what source of understanding does one look to in providing understanding to their own subjecitve experiences of an “otherly” nature. Definitions of others can help. However, just as any one person can become influenced by the statements of another, so too can a group influence each other to the point of accepted vocabulary and definitions as a norm, thus becoming a perception as accurate for themselves. What occurs is an expected defining and a structure that others adopt as the status quo. This can be good and not good. The good is that a structure of understanding that can provide general understanding for an overall populous. The not so good is when that accepted defining does not align with a subjective understanding.
If someone defines something for someone else in which that definition does not fully mesh with their experience or understanding, what occurs is an individual left with unanswered questions. It may fit well with the definer, but the inquirer is no better off. This is where difficulty arises with the inquiring individual. Instead of the continual searching from individual source to source for understanding, a new solution is to be presented. The source of understanding, the avenue, already exists within one’s own consciousness. This is only fully known in hindsight of any said individual. The process exists nonetheless.
For instance, the definitions of a psychic nature have been defined. Clairvoyance, clairsentience, claircognizance, and other “clair’s” or psychic abilities are accepted as the defacto words within the english language to provide symbolic understanding to such phenomenon. However, those same words come with a stigma attached to them in which the contempt within an individual can prevent said individual from finding relevance to their own subjective experience. A sphere of crazy has already been defined within certain individuals and any notion of a psychic nature becomes a roadblock to accepted nomenclature within their own consciousness. The avenues with which that individual travels towards hindsight understanding resides upon a different track than that of the psychic bubble of understanding, albeit leading to the same ultimate expansion of realization.
To provide a synonym for the stairway to heaven could simply be understood as a syllabus of consciousness. Each individual may find their own syllabus distinctly different than another, even that of an entire group. Knowing this along that journey of discovery is important and can assist in removing roadblocks that we find ourselves struggling with. As crazy as it may sound, to unknow is to know. Within that comes a simple debris removal protocol in which an existing pathway is cleared for further forward movement and potentiality of momentum. This takes time and effort.
For instance, to understand what is labeled as any sort of psychic ability is to understand a structure of a much greater multidimensional sphere of operation and existence lying behind those precluded definitions and words. The common understanding assists others moving along with those experiences with a provided framework of definition. However, even a word such as psychic has an overshadowing architecture that provides further understanding to the phenomenon experienced. And thus, above that as well exists additional teirs of structure that give existence to the previous. The overall options for experience extent beyond understanding and words that define an occurrance or an ability. Within each individual consciousness is the experience with vast degrees of possibilities. Limiting the understanding of those internal experiences by defining nomenclature can be more of a weight to stagnation, or at a minimum, an anchor for subjective understanding and acceptance within.
For instance, claircognizance is simply one communication protocol within consciousness, among others with similar symbolic names defining the characteristics of those protocols. Consciousness as a structure within the human experience seen beyond the defining Earth factors includes elements of operation that may seem limited in nature, but nonetheless contains operational architectures that exist way beyond what we understand as a brain, or a mind. All of the “clairs” discussed in many articles are just easily understood basic explanations of a consciousness structure that is the norm. We as individuals within a human experience simply forgot.
Reading this article, one finds themselves accessing a data structure through a transmission device pulling information residing upon hard drives located within different geographic locations. The information is stored somewhere, a query is made, and the information is sent, thus being interpreted individually as such data is presented. The same potentiality exists within consciousness. The only exception being that the data queried and sent does not come from a human earthly source, but from a higher dimensional warehouse of existence. A vast network of multidimensional communication. Our consciousness is the hardware and the software. Our bodies are hardware for experential environmental exploration. Our consciousness is the control structure as hardware as well, understood and designed utilizing differing elemental building blocks, but a structure all the same, with software input and output. The analogy exists today.
We can input and output to and from our external Earth world. However, we can also input and output in the opposing direction, the direction of the overshadowing structured source that binds all we know as life on Earth and beyond.
Which is why disconnecting from the output of this Earth world at least in partial practice is so important upon the development of a connection with all that lies beyond ourselves and this Earth, the very existence we departed from and will return to. It all happens upon levels of multidimensionality. The “clairs” are simply structures we each normally have worked with outside of this Earth and presently lie inherently within each of us. Even though we may be fixed upon this Earth dimension, our full nature can access much, much more. The manual for doing so lies within.
So, to assist each of us in our own journey of a multidimensional nature (ie – spiritual, psychic,etc), it is helpful to know that in accessing those arenas individually, there is a much vastly greater library of reference to pull from than that of what already exists as defined today. That is not to discount what has thus been defined. However, it is important to note that exponential existence of ever expanding potentialities that already exist beyond our perceptions. This gives an individual consciousness the freedom to communicate that which their consciousness perceives, even if it is in contradiction to presently existing perspectives. All is valid. There is and there will always be more of that All. Don’t be afraid to state what may be perceived by some as crazy. This consciousness knows there is so much more to be brought through by everyone.
